Missing Layne

I’ve added some Alice in Chains to my Zune. I love listening to them especially in the bleakness of winter and the aftermath of a breakup. I saw an unplugged performance of “Rooster”. God, Layne took my breath away. Beautiful face, tortured soul. Blue eyes…

I made a gesture out of concern. I looked up A. yesterday, because of the riots in Cairo, and he lists himself as being in a relationship with that woman. I was upset, threw a fit, wrote a letter, and blocked him and all his friends. Today, I took a healthier stance by comparing how I felt to the reality of where we were as people.

She can have him. I really wasn’t there. We never met. And he refused to hear my honest reasons for not going. He kept getting angrier and putting me down, claiming I could just dump my kid on my mom…for 2 weeks. Its sad that it got this far. Really. I should have cut the cord months ago. Still, I’m glad now that it is in the past because I’ve got a great future waiting for me. I’m making it so everyday. To quote Christina Aguilera: I want to thank you, because you made me that much stronger.

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About downszdiva

Freelance writer, blogger, foodie. Ph ilosopher, Jersey girl (not to be confused with the 'shore'). Animal rescue, lover of strong coffee.
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