Last of the hiccups

Over the weekend, I released the last of the Egy boys from my life. Actually, he did the honors himself. To recap, I “met” this clan of guys through facebook, and one, Amr, I actually got close to.
He wanted to form a real relationship, but I opted out. They’re all overseas and I would have had to fly there to get married and in the end it was all a scam to get him laid & get a green card. I learned some things about myself from those relationships and about how I was always looking so outside myself for what I needed instead of inside.
When are we going to learn that fantasies about “the Other” are so harmful to us? I watched Lady Gaga on her HBO special and she even summed it up: I need you, I want you, you know I’m nothing without you, I can’t live without you…..OHHHH BULLSHIT!


About downszdiva

Freelance writer, blogger, foodie. Ph ilosopher, Jersey girl (not to be confused with the 'shore'). Pet sitter, lover of strong coffee.
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